stranger

我回来了。
呵呵。

雪之葵。

我有点迷失了。

看着眼前的人来来往往的。有的人在奔跑，有的人在慢慢地走着，而我？
应该是原地不动吧。
不知道是好事还是坏事。

回想起以前。

才发现原来我的仇家也蛮多的。

现在又多了几个吧。

我不解。

可能我的问题吧。
不只是爱情需要考验，友情也是的。

我和血月瑞。

10几年了。

就算工作还是学习无法天天见面，感情还是不会淡。
所以所谓的距离/工作环境没影响。

感恩~。<3

不解为何心疼。
不解为何心酸。
我的生活里有太多你和我在一起的痕迹。
突然陌生了，安静了。
有点可怕。

我是爱哭鬼

悲。。。

我不知道该怎么办。。。T-T。。。

爸爸

今天在学校其实心情也没有很好。。。
一整天都emo的感觉。。。也没有很严重啦。。。40%。。。
好消息。。。数学及格。。。呵呵。。。:)。。。就算没有及格，也不会伤心到极点。。。已有了心里准备。。。


爸爸。。。今天晕倒进院。。。
这个消息。。。真的把我给吓倒。。。
我。。。心情真的很复杂。。。前几分钟才和他通电。。。
在医院。。。
他躺在病床上。。。脸色不是很好。。。有点酸。。。
他知道我来了。。。
他对着我笑。。。我也对这他笑。。。我的笑容好勉强。。。
他对我说。。。
不要当兽医。。。当医人的医生。。。
我。。。
不知道说什么。。。
我。。。不喜欢。。。
我们受伤可以求助医生。。。
动物呢？？
谁来救它们？？？
人类的心越来越有病。。。虐待的新闻越来越多。。。看了很可怜。。。它们不是比我们更无助吗？？


真的好。。。。复杂。。。想好多。。。
今天发现。。。
我这位前世情人对我来说很重要。。。:'(。。。

風邪

風邪。。。（kaze...伤风的意思）T-T。。。

喉咙痛~。。。吃饭好痛哦。。。:(。。。可是今天很多好吃的。。。有虾耶~~~。。。还是有吃一点饭。。。然后就泡奶喝。。。T_T。。。回到婴儿时代。。。天天奶。。。0.o。。。吃龙肉都没有味道。。。==

T-T。。。卫生纸都给我用光了一盒。。。鼻子损了。。。啊。。。痛~。。。。一整天都在打喷嚏。。。辛苦~~。。。哈哈。。。

本来还想post鼻涕出来的。。。有血的neh~~。。。不过真的还蛮恶心~。。。哈哈。。。

CBW8908

wuwuwu...私の車。。。残忍です。。。壊しました。。。
昨日。。。雨。。。
(ahhh....japanese very poor....back to english...><)
raining yesterday...hoho....and i crash my car...lolz...first time....

stupid things....i crash cloud's gate....lolz...cause his dad just open half for me???><...i don't know....maybe is my skills...lolz....and...i'm rush to back home...my mom non-stop calling....bilibala....annoying sometimes...especially i'm driving...lolz....

 and...attend to wedding dinner...japanese theme....not bad....is super pretty....:)

and live band....wuhoo~~.....i love their 'nothing gonna change my love for you'....

this yum yum.....:)....

luxurious wedding dinner....RM668 per table...o.0....haha...but is ok to the host....cause he is a rich man...><...

Love Chan....

Love chan laptop skin~~.....<3....cute cute....you can't buy anywhere....i made it...DIY....i spent a whole morning to complete this....huhu.....i know my sticking skill is not good....you can see air bubbles....><....but can say not bad already...i'm not pro on this field...haha....

hoho....cute~~.....celebration~~~....jijiji pok~...><...

here's my desktop wallpaper...><...thanks to cloud...he helped me photoshop away that calender...><....i love my xiao bai so much~!!!



and....yesterday bought a cable...that able to connect to my hifi...:)....can boom many songs in my room....haha...><....

ya..long time didn't update my blog....but haven't full 1 month yet...lolz....haha....><....exam time....pressure again....stupid...lolz....haha....today just found out that ayumi hamasaki's beloved is so sad....:(....

here is it~~....but recently i fall in love on 'hanabi'....old song...><....

Yesterday, I couldn't walk well yet
And I hurt someone with random words
Today, people are talking behind my back
And I'm looking down to avoid their stares
My dear, how do you see me, how do I look in your eyes?
My dear, I want you alone to tell me the truth and scold me when I'm wrong
* I want you never to change
And stay there, just there
And please let me stay by your side
Though I can never change with unnatural smile
I wonder if I can expect myself a little tomorrow
Lifting the edges of my lips
My dear, do you think I'm still laughable and not good enough?
My dear, I want you alone to show me the truth and laugh away, "You are foolish"
Do you still remember the continuation of the dream
You were talking about that night?
It's all as vivid as before without fading
And ruling my heart even now
My dear, I want you alone to praise me
Even if others may deny me
* (repeat)
My dear, I know that actually
You aren't so strong, either
I can do nothing for you
But I'm always embracing your heart

DSLR?!!!

hohoho....look~~~.....i got DSLR~~~~....buahahahaha.....happy~~.....nice nice....haha....i finally get it....wuhooo....xixixi....

actually is a pendive....haha.....cute...><.....8GB....haha....i don't know how much it cost....but i know very expensive....hohohoho....